Contemplative Bible Reading

Matthew 10:18 (New Living Translation)

18 You will stand trial before governors and kings because you are my followers. But this will be your opportunity to tell the rulers and other unbelievers about me.

Jesus is talking here. Jesus is telling followers what to expect. The followers will stand before rulers and other unbelievers. What an opportunity!

But wait, many of those opportunities will be in trials where the rulers can punish the followers of Jesus.

Why does there always seem to be a “But wait” in these things? Why can’t Jesus arrange it so that I can talk to rulers and unbelievers without the chance of punishment? Why make it so difficult? Why do I have to fear punishment?

Uh, well, I don’t have to fear punishment. Fear is my response that I choose. I also choose to see the appointment with rulers as a trial or as an opportunity. Jesus is reminding me of the choices that Jesus gives me.

Why do I have to choose? Because God created me and gave me choice. And yes, I can ask, “Why did God give me choice? Why did God give me such difficult choices?” And the answer is, “Because God loves and created me with love.”

Sometimes it is hard to accept God’s love and wisdom. Please God, help me with my unbelief.